Why you may ask? Well because I have had successes in the past but have also had set backs (like right now for instance). I need to remind myself this journey will have its ups&downs. It is a constant battle and struggle. What matters is that you do not give up or throw in the towel. Keep fighting hard and you will get to where you want to be.
As far as my recent set backs go... it was actually quite nice to come back to this blog today after months of being away from it and re-read things I wrote (especially the post before this one). EIM is still hard for me and I think that's where I really mess myself up.
I would say my 'prime' was when I competed in my school's weightlifting competition this past spring. Since that time I have gained some of my weight back and I really want to get back to where I was.
Why I want this:
1) To look good and feel good about myself (in clothes and naked)
2) To fit better in my clothes that are currently snug
3) DPHIE 10 year gala coming up Feb 1st... I want to look great!
4) To look good in holiday pictures
5) To be able to wear a bikini summer 2014
6) To be able to get a decent time in Broad Street 2014
Mini Goals:
1) This week (11/18-11/22) have an amazing eating week and workout week. No cheats/skips!
Baby steps for now... let's just have a great work week and go from there!
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